I never meant to be.

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right.
I never stopped to think of you.
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win.

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am. 
I never meant to be so cold.

I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep.
It always seems to get to me.
I never really wanted you to go. 
So many things you should have known.
I guess for me there's just no hope.

I never meant to be so cold.